There is a secret in your silence
I wish I could read in the lines of your eyes
So far away and yet so near
There’s a secret in my cries
A word I wouldn’t dare to speak out
It’s just my hope carved in the flesh of a dream
The insane sweetness of a moment
The howling of my shy visions
Inside the dreamer’s microcosm.
Come closer when the fears are gone
Out of space and time we can be one
In the aspiration of my illusions I can see you
Nearly real, shining angel, smiling in silence
Come closer when silence speaks its magic
And welcomes us to the dreamworld on the other side…
10.02.05
Rain
The face of rain looks different today
All the hate inside fell down from the sky
As the night is crawling under my skin
I feel another hope is slowly fading away
Beautiful illusions showed me the truth
Here I am alone again to wait for nothing
You won’t come and rescue me
It was my fault that I struggled in dramas
I didn’t wanted to see where it will lead me
And again I carry the burden of my own dreams
Walking away with my self made misery.
12.02.05
Angel’s Embrace
I wish I could lie again in the glance of your eyes
Take my hand and guide me inside my chaotic spirit
I got lost somewhere in your shiny words
Let myself flow in the spheres of this dream
Arcane soul, I wish I could find you here
I sit on the cloud of my weary hopes
Trying to find a ground for my illusions
I can’t go further with you now
It was just a second out of nothing
You were there to keep me warm
And now I lost myself again
In the dream I wish to see forever more
In the warm embrace of my angel…
09.02.05
Malice
Malice, the day has come to tell me where light fades
Malice, run away from this path of hatred fears
It has been a long walk to find the colors of my soul
Discover the shine of a long lost hope
And take the hand of twilight again
Malice, can you hear the silent mourners
Covering the garden of my dreams
Malice, I will fight your will and let them die
My frail vision of existence wont agonize again
Give me the peace of a crashed curse
And send the spell of a wrong destiny back to the past.
8.7.03
Across the water
Take the last step to fall in destiny
Come back to my dreams
living scars of another history
I'll show you the shelter of my heart
To heal what was and what will ever be
You caught me crying in my soul
Across the water, passenger of time and space
Riding on the tide of all hopes
Keep me from perishing in blackened grace
Step in the fire when there's no light
Burn the tranquil heavens
With the serenade of human failure
Once undone, these promises hold me tight
Set time free to keep memories alive
27.07.04